Wednesday, April 29, 2009

A note to my stalker! Bitch, we are just getting started!

Double your freaky

Now.
I am complete!
Which one is me, which one is he?

I am now the proud wearer of the "Jez Can't Touch This" Tattoo, complete with arrow pointing to crotch area.

I was thinking that I would like to violate him, but in actuality am I not just violating myself.

I love it!
BRING ON THE COCKS!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My lovers


My lover
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Jonnabelle at large

I am enjoying this so much.

Violating Jonny has become my most favorite past time :)
All these lovers that Jonnabelle is taking on, he/she/we are sure to have a gaping asshole soon!

Oh, I am letting everyone touch, oh yes oh yes!

I cannot even return to my own shape. As requested by my friend wags, I was my original self for 20 minutes. I could not contain myself and no longer do I feel myself inside my skin,

This is most curious.

Jonnabelle at large


jonnabelle
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
How many ways can I violate you, Jonny?

I am visiting all these lovely free sex areas just waiting for an invitation to romp. Sadly, no one wants to touch you. Or no one wants to touch me in you, err, this is getting confusing.

I did meet a lovely {Licks fangs} man, PaulJan Skytower, today. Oh if I was in my true form, I would have loved to have taken him home and violated him, ah but I digress, I am still not myself.

Why do I still look like Jonny?

{plays with herself}

Monday, April 27, 2009

Me or not me?


Me or not me?
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
What has possessed this Blood Priestess, this dealer of death, this lovely vampire into pretending to be a little ghey boi from the UK?

What I thought would be entertaining for just a fleeting moment, has entertained me for a few days.

I have been away and had not had many opportunities to change back into my beautiful form. But, when the opportunity arose for me to change back into the glorious Jezabelle, I did not.

Here I am. A Jonny wannabe.

A twitter friend said:
bimbler@CursedJezzy i said u were a bloke LOL

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Jonnabelle-WTF


Jonnabelle-WTF
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Doing a little gender bending with my friend Jonny (his skin, his spape, his glasses, his clothes (designed and created by him).

Jonny is pictured in the "Imposter" post pretending to be me (my shape, clothes, hair, and skin).

This all seems a little freaky Friday.

Will be more fun once I get back into town and we can speak with our friends.

I always knew he wanted to be me, inside me, never, but to be me, yes.

Three cheers for us both, he/me, me/him, himself/myself. etc.

I wonder if he will let me bend him over and fuck him in the ass?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

FUCK YOU TWITTER


FUCK YOU TWITTER
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
I HAVE NO FACE!
Twitter ate my face off and I have been faceless for nearly 24 hours.
I am not alone.

Twitter, we demand our faces back!

I am Jezabelle and I approve this message.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

gun


gun
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
This is my rifle.

There are many like it, but this one is MINE.

My rifle is my best friend. It is my life.

I must master it as I must master my life.

My rifle without me is useless. Without my rifle, I am useless.

I must fire my rifle true.

I must shoot straighter than my enemy who is trying to kill me.

I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will...

My rifle and myself know that what counts in war is not the rounds we fire,

the noise of our bursts, nor the smoke we make.

We know it is the hits that count. We will hit...

My rifle is human, even as I, because it is my life.

Thus, I will learn it as a brother.

I will learn its weaknesses, its strengths, its parts, its accessories,
its sights, and its barrel.

I will ever guard it against the ravages of weather and damage.

I will keep my rifle clean and ready, even as I am clean and ready.

We will become part of each other. We will...

Before God I swear this creed.

My rifle and myself are the defenders of my country.

We are the masters of our enemy.

We are the saviors of my life.

So be it, until there is no enemy, but PEACE.

Imposter


Imposter
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

There are many Jezabelles, but this one is not mine.
There is Barbosa, Charron, and Rae- all me.

This is an impostor!

I suppose this is as close as I can get to touching this person.

5 guesses who it is?

Look at the tattoo!

Monday, April 20, 2009

I have a secret!


shhh
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
I have a secret
please do not tell
I have done no evil
and time will tell
I have only spread rumors
seeds of terror and fright
hoping that minions
of hers
would see the light
my plan has succeeded
with no effort on our end
the game is now over
all players
make amends

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Fight?

FIGHT ME!!!
http://cursedjezzy.mybrute.com

Friday, April 17, 2009

Hunting season is open!


shotgun
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

{carries her shotgun, lights up a smoke and begins to sing as she taunts her prey}

"Eternal rest grant unto it, O Lord.
And let perpetual light shine upon it.

May it rest in peace.

Amen.

May it's soul and the souls of all the faithful departed,
through the mercy of God, rest in peace.

Amen."

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I wear my sunglasses at night

I have decided to take a break from recruiting to allow other clans to catch up mine.

It is no fun if there is no race.

I want to race.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am EPIC!

Returning to my roots


my roots
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
I do not remember much of my human past. I know the scars and tattoos on my body tell a story yet to be discovered. What I do know about my human life has been passed down to me, by my maker and many others that I have met throughout my travels.

An ancient called to me the other day and asked me to give the sacrament in a place that felt all too familiar to me.

This ancient asked me if I felt any connection to the palace, if any emotions arose as I walked through the palace courtyard.

Emotions arose in me.

This ancient heard a story of a young woman, in servitude, who embraced her vampire life here, in this very palace.

Was it me?

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am a vampire with no past history

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Tired


Tired
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
I have never been so tired in all of my undead life. I have never wanted to lay in a coffin, alone, and close my eyes.

This evening was tiring.

It is my life goal (a mission) to protect my family and my family's ranking amongst the undead in our world.

I have sworn that I would never let the aging queen and her clan of souls who are blinded by bullshit, surpass my own family.

And when I was flirting, flirting with young vampires, my family's ranking fell.

For nearly one hour, our clan's rank dropped. For that one hour, I hunted with vengeance! For that hour I scoured my old contacts in the underworld for vampires searching for good leadership.

At the end of the hour, not only did I raise our clan back to its glorious position, we actually surpassed our old status of being the 6th largest clan in the lines.

Thank you to my children Bar and Kahlen for making this a reality.Our family continues to grow and get stronger. Alliances are made with other of my kindred.

We are solid!

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I feel like I work for amway

The Trinity


trinity
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
"Yea though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil: for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me." Psalm 23:4

The sun was rising.
Was an excellent night for feeding.

Although, I am not as allergic to sunlight as most of our kind, the first rays of the sun are the most painful to me. Weekend nights are usually the best times to hunt as we frequent the night clubs and so many are intrigued with our beauty.

Our companion for the evening, Aeon Perian, led myself and my sister, Aubrey Upshaw, to the safety of darkness inside a neighborhood church.

I am obsessed with places of worship and Aeon knew of this Christian church that contained a wine cellar (no longer used) which would keep us safe until twilight.

I should have been more conscious of the time, but alas I was playing with my food.

Hand in hand the three of us, walk into the cold church, which seemed vaguely familiar. As I passed the vessel containing the blessed tap water, I filled my flask for future use.

I began to recall being taught Catholicism as a young human child. And the three of us, hand in hand, walking away from the sunlight like some bastard children being told to go to confession, sparked those very human memories.

I remember the holy trinity. Although there is no actually mention of "trinity" in the bible, it was taught to us as factual.

The trinity.
The father, the son, the holy spirit, three separate persons but acting as one god?
Us three, the Priestess and the two vampires, all separate beings but acting, hunting as one single entity.

I am once again interested in the holy bible, it confuses me so much. Is this fact or fiction, or better yet, fantasy?

"Die Religion ... ist das Opium des Volkes"

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I quote cool stuff

Friday, April 10, 2009

My gift to you


I strip for free
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
A little birdy told me that my nemisis has trapped someone into marrying her. GOOD LORD!

I decided to get naked and play with myself in celebration of this blessed event. I mean it is not like she hasn't wanted this for so long and maybe this dude is just what the doctor ordered.

I so pitty people who need someone in their lives to feel complete.

I am sure she will just drive this one crazy as she has all the others.

Sad sad.
But, I am happy.
This fits perfectly into my plan.

I am Jezabelle, I am vampire
I eat prim babies.

Have you met my adult Vampire child, K?


kiddo
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
This is our seed!

Our K, is a vampire huntress, finding and draining every human that she has come in contact with.

She is our Gaki.
http://www.abcb.com/ency/g/gaki.htm

And apparently, she likes tentacles.

Random Church


Random Church
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
When you are sleeping, I am hunting.

I stumbled across this small intimate church. The church itself was empty but the congregation was meeting in the courtyard for a midnight mass. Was a beautiful and delightfully fragrant evening.

I listened to many sinners repent...until the next sin.

I snuck into the church while the sinner prayed, sang, and danced for their god.

Church smelled traditionally of frankincense, merr, and moth balls (that old ladies usually smell like). I ruffled through their good book, peeked under their podiums, smelled their chalices which get filled with wine portraying to be blood, and sat in their pews.

This church was different than most I have visited in the past. The sermon was very "in your face" and from what I recall, the sermon giver was discussing Julius Caesar. I was very confused.

I stayed in the church, waiting for some sad soul to come walking my way. As I waited, I counted the times I heard the word "Jew" in the sermon givers sermon. In a matter of 10 minutes, I happened to have heard that word 26 times.

I think I may have been at either the church of the nascar or I transported back in time to 1960 Birmingham, Alabama.

I did not feed at the church last night.

But maybe you should.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Terra%20di%20Sicilia/204/115/23

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Fetus


Fetus
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Strange things not only go bump in the night, they also go goo goo ga ga.

Evil (I am speaking of myself) has a soft spot in her heart for gigantic fetuses, like this one pictured.

I do not know what creature has left this fetus out for display, but I thank them as I have never had the opportunity to swim besides one.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am still planning to take someone out

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

jailbird


jailbird
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Sitting in my holding cell, awaiting parole. I met a lovely kitteh named Yupan Teixeira who wished to keep me company while I await my temporary freedom.

{Shares stories of being framed and also shares her plan for revenge}

Jailed


Jailed
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Freedom will be mine!
Watch out bitches!

{sharpens her shank}

Oh sorry kids, bloggy post is short I has to shank this fat bitch over here, she is eyeballing me and I don't like it.

{jumps of her bed and walks towards the fat bitch with her shank in her hand}

Monday, April 6, 2009

Convicts


jail
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
73, mainly false Second Life™ Abuse Reports sent on myself and Amanda to date. A few of our friends have also had this harassment. It makes my fucking pussy tingle that I am so important, so so so so so so so important that I have infected the soul and mind of one non real life having mudda fucker.

Oh yeah, I know I sometimes intimidate people, I hear that often. Most believe that it is my cold calculating demeanor, my intelligence, my relationship to Satan himself, so this is what they tell me.

But in all honesty, it is none of those things. What makes me intimidating is:
THAT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE!

I am the BLOOD PRIESTESS for evil's sake. To fuck with me is to fuck with sheer evil itself.

Necro Shilling was nice enough to sneak in a camera into the cell that these false abuse reports have confined me in. http://slurl.com/secondlife/Fahzilla/233/192/57

To many, my darling Blood Princess and I have been put in a naughty corner, taken away from our friends and the family that cares for us.
On the contrary, if you are in our circle of trust, you know that our Slives have not missed a beat.

I tell you what. I was not pissed before and I could hurt feelings, just wait until the dust settles, I will be unstoppable.


I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I know I am playing a game, do you?

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Quod permissum heir exsisto cruor



Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
Today, I sought the refuge of solace. I was comforted by my own misery in this place we call the purgatory. I am neither in hell nor in heaven, not a sinner or a saint, not good nor evil, not demon or angel. These titles and concepts are far to "Black and White" to describe our state of purgatory, our purgatory, a constant state of flux with the entry and departure of souls awaiting judgment. I am their priestess, the giver of the sacrament while these beings wait patiently in limbo. {tosses a Mento in her mouth}

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I poured red dye into the river

Poseballwhat??


Poseballwhat??
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
(extreme windlight settings only, no post pic edit)

I thought this was bloggable,

{sits under a tree with a young vampire and tells him the story of her life}

Was refreshing to not have to hunt, for a change. It has been far to long of a time that I have shared the company of a heterosexual vampire. Nice to hear stories of a life that is not as scarred or as complicated as mine.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am NINJA!

Gang is all here!


gang
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron
I am put in a little time out!

Supposedly, I have been portraying a linden lab employee. Although, I would have loved to have done it, I did not.

I HAVE BEEN FRAMED.
More than 50 abuse reports filled on me and I am still going!

I am Jezabelle, I am vampire
I has 4 computers and am not 100% bannable!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Late night Purification


purified
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa
I enjoy discovering new churches, cathedrals, and other places of worship! Discoveries like these thrill me.

In the darkest of the night, when you are sleeping, I am hunting.

Late last night,I stumbled across this beautiful cathedral where the human creators have decorated the place in pentagrams and inverted crosses. This was most inviting to me, most welcoming to a night stalker like myself. Sadly, no one was here. I would have gladly invited them into my world.

Sitting on the podium, I ruffled through pages of an old book, no no it wasn't a bible, this book kept the secrets of the church. What secrets do you ask, well, I will never tell.

Go find out for yourself
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Kitaro/146/166/69

Friday, April 3, 2009

Casey, my idol!


Casey
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa
Casey... One of the most powerful vampires of our kind. I am so honored to know him and get to learn from him. I treasure this vampire's friendship and will do anything in my power to assist him!

The wedding of Evil!


gaygrel
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa
My little relative, a king of vampires of smaller proportion, was married today. Many royals from many clans across the GRID were there to cheer on the new HUSBAND & HUSBAND.

Kain, a lovely lovely King, had a beautiful wedding and reception. And like the good girl that I am, I did not do anything to ruin his special day. {Not that he was worried}.

I kept my beautiful mouth shut and hands to my side.

My evil little friend deserved a happy day. Evil- the original, was the minister for this event.

The former queen, who, I am sure of it, is shitting in her pants because of the movement of my new clan (you would have to be a vampire to understand)!

I told her many times not to speak of me, and yet she continues. So, in my demented head, I believe that I must protect myself by any means necessary.

Till my last day, I will ensure that the grayed out queen and her boy toys will never ever surpass my clan!

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am that bitch in high school that stole your boyfriend!

Eating


Eating
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa
I guess he got hungry.

I am very happy to be with my new family. An amazing family who actually hunts together!

I am a Priestess and I don't really know what that means, but sounds cool.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Blood Thirst Priestess

I am now the one, the only priestess of the Blood Thirst!

More to come later once I have take the sacrament.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

He said he would be good...

Was a slow night at the purgatory. What started out as a best in Wet T shirt night with the vampires quickly became a "Eat Nutella out of your ass" night. You had to be there to understand it.

Lean said he would be good and I believe he will be. He is such a good human with his little plastic fangs trying to bite me. Maybe next time I can get more than his shirt off.

Oh side bar, when he sings to me, I swear I hear the angels.