The eyes they say it all.

Hunting
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Do I look happy? Do I look lost?
Or
Do I just look thirsty?

{grasps her hand around the rosary around her neck}

I hope this is the last time I will have to move my family. I hope this is the last time that we have to travel, in search of our kind, hoping the next clan of vampires are like minded, are like us.

The royal titles are beginning to bore me and the pomp and circumstances of the clan life are beginning to seem meaningless to me.

I hope this time will be the last time that I have to move my family.
I hope this time the hunter in me can feel resurrected. I hope this time, will be the last time.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am The Terrorist of the BLOOD THIRST CLAN.

Sitting in the waiting room

Sitting in the waiting room
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Sitting here in the waiting room (making a deposit at the blood bank), waiting, postulating, extrapolating, masturbating, I contemplate all the vampire clans we have had meetings with in the past week. {Takes out her leather bound journal and looks at the names of the Kings and Queens and their clans, she mouths their names} The Crimsons, The Reapers, The Tears, The Thirst, The Covenant , The Forsaken, The Receptors, The Antediluvian, The Ravenos, The Lasombras, The Veil {and mumbles the names of lesser clans}.

{sighs}

It has been a busy week. I have been a vampire for far too many years, far too many.

I got MURRIED!! And we still together

Today, I will marry my friend.

YUS I IS GETTING MURRIED! I can barely recall a Second Life™ before I mean triple L Amanda Inglewood. My future bride has eased into my life like a cup of coffee on Monday morning. She, my future wife to be, is the full moon to my night sky, the kool to my (purple) Kool-Aid, the ying to my yang, the ah shucks you get it. She is my "ride or die bitch".

So many Second Life™ partnerships and marriage fail within just a few months. Why do they fail? My theory is that these "marriages" and "partnerships" have a faulty foundation. These people, avatars, pixels, what ever you call them, date and partner at the speed of light and base all their Second Life™ hope and dreams on love and romance. Oh please don't get me wrong I am not a hater of love nor a hater of romance, on the contrary I am a proponent of such said feelings, emotions, and actions. However, I feel that, in order to make a Second Life™ pairing a successful one, both parties involved must realize that the initial butterfly feelings will eventually fade.

My partnership and marriage to Amanda is based on a strong foundation of friendship, understanding, respect, and trust.

Our marriage is also an open marriage where either of us is free to do as one pleases. There is no jealousy, no "HATING", and no "FUCKING DRAMA". We share everything and I do mean everything.

We are both bisexual women who sometimes need a little cockage in our lives. With that said, today I will marry my wife.

Here are a few snapshots of me this morning as I prepared for the wedding.