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More about the tweetup

2010-02-06T11:53:00.000-08:00

Second Life™ TWEETUP!!! WTF is it?

Alright, shit, dayum! I will actually take a few minutes to explain what a second life tweet up is. Happy?

First we have twitter. You already know what that is. YOU HAVE A TWITTER ACCOUNT ALREADY BTW! Dur!

But what is a tweet up and what is Second Life?

Have you ever wanted to talk/text with your twitter friends in more than 140 characters and in real time? Maybe you want to hear their voice? Maybe you want to connect with your tweeps on a more personal level but are not ready to commit to meeting them in person or giving them your phone number. Many Tweeps meet up in person and that meeting is usually referred to as a Tweetup.

Many tweeps, well on my list anyway, tweet as a rp character. Now would a RP character want to meet up with their tweeps in person? Maybe. But if we contained the Tweetup to Second Life™ (tell you about that in a second), you would be able (in voice as well as in text more than 140 characters) present yourself as your twitter persona/rp character or just the real you.

Sounds like a good idea?

Well @_KimRandall and I thought so.

What is this Second Life™ anyways?

Go to ———> http://secondlife.com/

Second Life™, SL as the residents call it, is a game, a social platform, a glorified chatroom, an experiment and so much more. You really have to experience it for yourself. In SL you will be able to create an avatar and customize it to your liking. Tall, short, fat, skinny- maybe you want to wear a some angel wings, demon horns, or vampire fangs to suit your Twitter Persona. The avatar customization is only limited by your imagination and your wallet.

But have no fear, Jezzy and @_KimRandall are here to help you with your Second Life needs.

Just think.

How fun it would be to bring your rp character to life? Or how much fun would we have just chatting random bullshit like we already do on Twitter.

Second Life™ just brings another layer of fun.

Hope this gives you a little more insight into what is a Second Life™ Tweetup.

Late night stroll

2010-01-24T08:00:00.001-08:00

Dirty and bloody.
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Taking a little walk in the neighborhood with Mercutio.

He thinks the scarf makes a good restraint.

That is all I have to say. I just wanted to post the picture.

SL tweet up- Stalkers welcome.

2010-01-12T06:33:00.001-08:00

Cheap Hotels

2009-12-11T09:41:00.000-08:00

We were having a little electrical work done on our home so instead of going to a decent hotel (we could not find one, and we looked, honest) we checked into this cheap roach infested place.
HOTEL USAGI - $30 L per 30 minutes.

Audience

2009-10-16T17:01:00.001-07:00

Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

/me sings 'I always feel like somebody is watching me'

2009-10-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

Best Follow Friday Ever! (jojo gives 10 reasons to follow me)

2009-10-09T14:00:00.000-07:00

Most tweeps just lump their follow Friday recommendations together, I happen to think that is lame.

I have done the famous quote #FF recs, the blip #FF recs, and even an image #FF rec but nothing as imaginative and as FUCKING TIME CONSUMING as @BenjoBubble's #FollowFriday Victim of the week.

If you follow anyone single Tweep today, follow her. SHE IS Retarted in a good way! Here are her #FF tweets from today with some comnetary in red from me.

BenJoBubble Annnnd my #FollowFriday Victim o' the Week is ... [insert drum roll here] ...... @LycanJezzy!!!! (I will go into permanent hiding hereafter)

This post came shortyly after she tried to give me a twitter wet willy and I told her I had not cleaned my ears. Which is actually true. I fucking have not even showered yet today.

BenJoBubble I shall now present you with Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy (and then enter Witness Protection Program).

BenJoBubble Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 1) If you don't, you die. (I heard it's some form of wolf rabies that kills you. IDK)

She is correct. You will die.

BenJoBubble Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 2) Did u know there's no wolf rabies vaccine? I know, it's fucked up. Swine over wolves? C'mon

Wolf Rabies is so rare too
http://www.gi.alaska.edu/ScienceForum/ASF2/256.html

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 3) If u don't follow her, @LycanMercutio will eat ur offspring. (Hey! Line forms to the left)

He will! Ok he might, depending on if he has had his lunch.

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 4) She's a kickass DJ and plays THE BEST "getthefuckouttamyface" music! LOVE HER!

I am thinking of starting an underground radio station, seriously. I miss DJing on Sunday mornings.

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 5) She's amazingly HAWT. (I imagine her in a catholic school girl outfit at least once a day)

Um No comment.

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 6) If u bring any assholery, she'll give ur muhfuggin' ass a beatdown. (Details upon request)

We were to beging our own webSHIT where we would brownbeatdownyourass for free, alas, Jo Jo could not commit so we scrapped the idea.

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 7) She makes fun of @bimbler. (As usual, I'm all in with that!)

Who dosent make fun of @Bimbler?

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 8) She has no gag reflex. (Am I the only impressed by that? Yeah....didn't think so)

Um no comment.

Top Ten Reasons to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 9) Like @Fairy_Claudine, she knows how to do the TIme Warp. (This is IMPORTANT to me, 'kay?)

This I do know how to do, still.

And final Top Ten Reason to #FollowFriday @LycanJezzy: 10) SHE IS MY FUCKING V-TWIN & I LUV HER RAWKIN' ASS! (I mean, her personality..)

I think she loves my ass too.

And THAT ladies & gents (don't wait for a drum roll...that dude got fired last week) is my #FollowFriday Victim o' the Week: @LycanJezzy!

Thanks @BenJoBubble

Up yours

2009-09-18T12:11:00.001-07:00

Up yours
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Sometimes I say very rude things.
Sometimes I pin point mistakes.
Sometimes I push my personal beliefs on people.
Sometimes I talk shit for no reason what so ever.

But,,,
I am always creative, imaginative, and ORIGINAL.
YOU JUST CANT BE ME MOTHER FUCKERS, hate on!

Fuck the moose, I have PANDA!

2009-09-03T18:41:00.001-07:00

Sleeping
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Thank you @LycanJed for the panda. Did I really think that my @LycanMercutio and Area 69's resident rock star would succeed in the task of providing a pair of pandas for me and @Fairy_Claudine, I SURE THE FUCK DID. I knew you guys would get us our pandas, now.... we have to go shop for clothes, panda clothes.

I have decided to name PANDA
大鹿 pronounced dà lù, it means moose in Cantonese.

Who is Jezabell Barbosa?

2009-08-21T15:04:00.001-07:00

Who is Jezabell Barbosa?
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Sometimes, you just want to know…

There have been so many changes to my life in the past few months that I wondered if others saw me differently, did others see me the same, well shit dayum what the hell did other people think about me. I decided to do a little exploration, a little exploration of self. I prepared a memo that I passed to a few friends of mine who were awake at the time I decided to conduct this investigation. Only one question was asked “Who is Jezabell Barbosa”, no further instructions given, only one requirement asked of the participants-to use their name on this blog. Sound simple? I thought so. I ignored all questions regarding this inquiry. I have no time limit; I allowed for no revisions, I did not edit responses. Responses have been listed in the order that they were received.

So, who is Jezabell Barbosa?
According to:
Amythest Morigi
“Jezabell is magic. She's not a cheap magician's stunt, she's real magic. she effortlessly pulls off one feat over and over, she keepsamazing and entertaining me. It's not her job, but no one does it better. I've known Jez since I first popped up in SL. She's my first and only girl crush. She has a sense of humor that tickles me with it's range. I never know what she will do next--but I always need to see. That's who Jezabell Barbosa is: The person who makes it seem like an actual second life-- a more fun one.”

Preciouss Metall
“Who is Jezabell Barbosa? Jezabell Barbosa happens to be my best friend in SL. She is the coolest person I have ever met in here. She's unique and isn't like anyone else, she is Jezabell. I couldnt ask for a better friend. She's sexy, hawt, she's funny, she's crazy at times but there is never a dull moment when she is around and she rocks. If I wasn't married, I'd marry her LOL.I know if I ask her for anything, she will be there just like I am for her. Anything you want Jez, you got it.”

Claudine Mesmeriser
“My Best Friend, Beautiful Lycan and Mate of Mercutio Sands.”

Jacksparrow Messing
“Who is Jezabell Barbosa? She`s a great friend and a riot to be around ,,,,,,,, slightly crazy lmao... no wait make that full on QWAZY ............ gotta love her :)”

Khalied "Daddy KJ" Jameson
“My sis and one of my longest friends in sl”

Mercutio Sands
“Jezabell is my love. I don't know that i could say all that she is or what she means to me. More than anything i can think of right now, this question has made me wish i was a poet. Because i want to paint something so beautiful with words about how i see jezabell Barbosa that she would know not only how wonderful she is, but how very sincerely i feel for her.”

Rivers Magic
“OOC'ly...she is...
A very dear friend who has a wonderful lack of walls, masks and other such defense-mechnism style guards up...
A razor sharp sense of humour and a fantastic taste in music (which makes her just about the only SL DJ I will listen to.)
She's also one of those rare rp'ers that doesn't try to make their character nigh-perfect and/or god-like.
IC on Tox she is....
A lycan chica that basically non-stop lies to me whenever I interact with her on Tox and has almost a total inability to completely hide her intentions, whether doing so would greatly increase her chances of success in her current endeavor, or not.”

Corwyn Sweetwater
“((I know Jez in one context only... In character, in a sim world called Toxia. While the characters we play in recreation time are not US 100%... they are pieces of us, both who we are, and who we wish to be. This isn't as detailed in some ways as real life knowledge... but roleplay is, according to some, a window into who we truely are. Dreams speak about us.))
The first time I saw Jez, she was with her man. Dancing. Nice clothes... if you like em ripped.I do.Matter of fact, I don't think I have EVER seen her and Merc apart for more than 10 minutes at a time. Now, in my experience that's something.
But who is she?
Dedicated, and loyal. Ain't a Lycan for nothin, ya know? Call ya her friend, she'll mean it. Cross her... well, I've seen that too.
Her family is important. Sicko's the lot of em. Like em, myself. May not like all their friends... but them? Yeah. Of course, rough, not just round the edges, but all over. Seems more honest that way, I think.
Party girl, always ready for a fight. Her and Merc, their appartment ain't far from where I hang my hat. Solid brick... but sometimes the walls shake.
Who is she?
Damn, if you have to ask, ya ain't met her. Cause I wouldn't have to remind you... you'd already know.”

Nero Snook
“Jezabell Barbosa is a sexy rad chick who laughs and farts at the same time. I want her body even when she RPs my sister. :>”

LK Verino
“A biscuit...
...with butter.”

LaRio Arai
“She is a dream for me, I met her years ago when we were all sisters 'in a group' I fantazied about her, I even told my best friend 'Adrianah' that I wanted to be in Jezzys arms but I was too afraid of rejection, I could never emote at her level so that was that. I still say hi once in awhile and am always happy to talk to her. I miss you always my dream Jezzy.
Always... Lala”

Interesting responses. Curiously, I did not expect some of these responses. Do they give me an insight to who I am? Yes, in a way they do. Moreover, this little inquiry gives me more insight on what I present as myself. Is there congruency between who I really am and the 'me' I present to the world at large? As always any exploration only bring more questions. How do I appear to others and does their judgment of me, alter me?

{turns brain back on}

"As social beings we live with our eyes upon our reflection, but have no assurance of the tranquility of the waters in which we see it. " ~ Charles Horton Cooley

KTOX play list 8/16/2009

2009-08-16T15:41:00.000-07:00

Sunday August 16th KTOX play list
http://lycanjezzy.posterous.com/sunday-august-16th-ktox-play-list

Ouch, My Booty Hurts

2009-08-12T08:13:00.001-07:00

ouch
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

few tears run down my face and I scowl
I know he loves me so I take it
I take the pain
his long hard cock inside me
forcing himself
penetrating the very essence of my being
I relax
pain diminishes
my mind
my body
my soul are now filled with only thoughts of pleasing him
I am his
I belong to him
I know he loves me so I take it

EMO...

2009-08-03T19:18:00.001-07:00

EMO
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I am feeling rather emo.
I am not really sure why.

pwned

2009-06-14T18:36:00.001-07:00

pwned
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I do not even know what to say here.

...

Tea Party

2009-06-14T12:05:00.001-07:00

Tea Party
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Ah my werewolf.
I even go on dates with him.

I wore a dress, panties and even a hat!

Did we get to the party? Yes we sure did. Did I get so see anyone or look at the decorations, hell to the no.

Please see.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jezabellbarbosa/3625409587/

Hello Daddy is home

2009-06-11T21:26:00.001-07:00

Hello Daddy is home
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

And you fuckers wonder why I want to give up my immorality as a bloodsucker and join the likes of the werewolves.

Um have you fucked a werewolf lately.

What have I been doing?

2009-06-10T22:18:00.001-07:00

um yeah
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I been a little busy.
I sometimes lie and say I am going on patrol, but I am actually fucking my werewolf.

Yeah man, I am at a loss for blog words.

Slipnot

2009-05-30T06:00:00.001-07:00

Slipnot
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Sometimes even the Sheriff of Area 69 and Malkavian Minister has to do a little moshing.

Where the fuck have I been?

2009-05-24T20:07:00.001-07:00

Emergency
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I have slacked off on my duties as Malkavian Minister of Interior, Priestess of Evil, and Sheriff of Area 69.

And for all that, I am deeply sorry. (makes sad emo face)

After the demise of the clan which shall remain nameless and the downfall of the queen who cares more about being cuddled that providing blood for her clan, I lost interest in my day to day duties as a vampire elder. Shall I say,"bored to death" no pun intended.

I look now at newly made vampires who sicken me with their lack of style and imagination, asking humans, "want to be a vampire", "can I suck your blood". I was so sickened I staked one of these newly made baby vampires myself, Yes killed one of my own kind and I am not sorry. I have notified his sire and compensated him for his loss, which wasn't much if you ask me.

So here I am at the hospital, waiting for death to take those who come here, taking pleasure in the crying for mercy, the moaning of pain, the smell of fresh wounds, ah delicious.

Sadly these humans call out for the wrong solution "god save me", I hear. Do they not know that I am their only salvation; that only I can take their pain away.

I watch the sick and injured, hoping to find someone whom I can mentor, who I can teach all that I know, who will bring glory to the race of the vampires once again. I will take that human's life and replace it with a precious immortality and the gift of all of my knowledge.

I will make a new vampire child, some human with characteristics much like my own.
I am waiting.
I am watching.
I am listening.

I fucking forgot I had a blog for a hot minute.

2009-05-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

Post to come soon.

Sheriff of Area 69's Office

2009-05-11T22:04:00.001-07:00

Office
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Yes my darlings.

I am moonlighting.

Not only am I your Vampire Priestess and Clan homeland security, I have now taken on the duty of policing the freaky vampires across our great nation.

Freaky Vampires, beware, Jezabelle is on the job as the new Sheriff of Area 69!

{licks her fangs and slaps her hand with her ruler}

You freaky vampires better wash your stank asses cause I am on my way to your town to inspect your freaky!

Jonnabellarina

2009-05-07T19:07:00.001-07:00

Jonnabellarina
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Oh good lord!
What the hell has gotten into me?

Creation of the new Malkavian clan, moving Purgatory, purchasing of the island, my travels in the past two weeks, and that threat of vampire swine flu must have me in a tizzy as I have been acting quite strange lately.

Sure, I have been obsessed with shape shifting into a gay British man, fondly called "Faggot Balls in Country Cream Sauce" or FBCCS for short, but last night was the weirdest I have been in a few decades.

What you see pictured here, is me. All me, lollipop and all. I pranced around like a sugar plum fairy and sprinkled fairy dust over everyone.

Maybe it was the taste of new blood from a new vampire @psylentmike (twitter name) just turned last night that has brought me out of my weirdness but thankfully, I no longer look like this.

Who says you can't go back home again?

2009-05-06T00:14:00.001-07:00

Kittehs
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

It has been nearly a year since I have spent time, romantic time, cuddling with a special someone.

I was never very good at romance and still stumble with being genuine with it.

But on this night, I had the opportunity to reconnect with an old friend. Those of you who have followed the chronicles of my slives will remember the story of Ken and Barbosa. Those of you who are not familiar with that saga missed out on some good drama. It was a roller coaster ride!

I was happy to see my friend although it stirred up some old emotions I was not prepared to deal with.

But it was a nice.

He made me feel human. He made me feel regular. There was no talk of violence, no talk of killing, feeding, vampire clan wars, he made me remember how it felt to be NORMAL.

And I kinda liked it...

Is this your water?

2009-05-04T17:13:00.001-07:00

Is this your water?
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Evil has to work. Oh yes, it is true. Evil has bills and credit cards and all that terrible stuff.

I had to travel for work this week (a bit of traveling this week as well) and James, my human, had to care for the animals (my 2 chis, my 2.5 fish, and his but now mine parrot and our puppy). The human took pictures of the demon dog when I was away and this was one of the pictures. There are more pics of this monster in flickr, please check them out.

We are raising our very own hound of hell.

Hound goes to boarding school at the end of the month for two weeks.

(American Bully 5 months today, 62 pounds of evil)

2009-04-29T09:14:00.001-07:00

A note to my stalker! Bitch, we are just getting started!

Double your freaky

2009-04-29T08:10:00.001-07:00

Double your freaky
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Now.
I am complete!
Which one is me, which one is he?

I am now the proud wearer of the "Jez Can't Touch This" Tattoo, complete with arrow pointing to crotch area.

I was thinking that I would like to violate him, but in actuality am I not just violating myself.

I love it!
BRING ON THE COCKS!

My lovers

2009-04-28T18:24:00.001-07:00

My lover
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Jonnabelle at large

I am enjoying this so much.

Violating Jonny has become my most favorite past time :)
All these lovers that Jonnabelle is taking on, he/she/we are sure to have a gaping asshole soon!

Oh, I am letting everyone touch, oh yes oh yes!

I cannot even return to my own shape. As requested by my friend wags, I was my original self for 20 minutes. I could not contain myself and no longer do I feel myself inside my skin,

This is most curious.

Jonnabelle at large

2009-04-28T12:00:00.001-07:00

jonnabelle
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

How many ways can I violate you, Jonny?

I am visiting all these lovely free sex areas just waiting for an invitation to romp. Sadly, no one wants to touch you. Or no one wants to touch me in you, err, this is getting confusing.

I did meet a lovely {Licks fangs} man, PaulJan Skytower, today. Oh if I was in my true form, I would have loved to have taken him home and violated him, ah but I digress, I am still not myself.

Why do I still look like Jonny?

{plays with herself}

Me or not me?

2009-04-27T13:08:00.001-07:00

Me or not me?
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

What has possessed this Blood Priestess, this dealer of death, this lovely vampire into pretending to be a little ghey boi from the UK?

What I thought would be entertaining for just a fleeting moment, has entertained me for a few days.

I have been away and had not had many opportunities to change back into my beautiful form. But, when the opportunity arose for me to change back into the glorious Jezabelle, I did not.

Here I am. A Jonny wannabe.

A twitter friend said:
bimbler@CursedJezzy i said u were a bloke LOL

Jonnabelle-WTF

2009-04-23T16:39:00.001-07:00

Jonnabelle-WTF
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Doing a little gender bending with my friend Jonny (his skin, his spape, his glasses, his clothes (designed and created by him).

Jonny is pictured in the "Imposter" post pretending to be me (my shape, clothes, hair, and skin).

This all seems a little freaky Friday.

Will be more fun once I get back into town and we can speak with our friends.

I always knew he wanted to be me, inside me, never, but to be me, yes.

Three cheers for us both, he/me, me/him, himself/myself. etc.

I wonder if he will let me bend him over and fuck him in the ass?

FUCK YOU TWITTER

2009-04-22T18:04:00.001-07:00

FUCK YOU TWITTER
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I HAVE NO FACE!
Twitter ate my face off and I have been faceless for nearly 24 hours.
I am not alone.

Twitter, we demand our faces back!

I am Jezabelle and I approve this message.

gun

2009-04-21T22:40:00.001-07:00

gun
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

This is my rifle.

There are many like it, but this one is MINE.

My rifle is my best friend. It is my life.

I must master it as I must master my life.

My rifle without me is useless. Without my rifle, I am useless.

I must fire my rifle true.

I must shoot straighter than my enemy who is trying to kill me.

I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will...

My rifle and myself know that what counts in war is not the rounds we fire,

the noise of our bursts, nor the smoke we make.

We know it is the hits that count. We will hit...

My rifle is human, even as I, because it is my life.

Thus, I will learn it as a brother.

I will learn its weaknesses, its strengths, its parts, its accessories,
its sights, and its barrel.

I will ever guard it against the ravages of weather and damage.

I will keep my rifle clean and ready, even as I am clean and ready.

We will become part of each other. We will...

Before God I swear this creed.

My rifle and myself are the defenders of my country.

We are the masters of our enemy.

We are the saviors of my life.

So be it, until there is no enemy, but PEACE.

Imposter

2009-04-21T21:01:00.001-07:00

Imposter
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

There are many Jezabelles, but this one is not mine.
There is Barbosa, Charron, and Rae- all me.

This is an impostor!

I suppose this is as close as I can get to touching this person.

5 guesses who it is?

Look at the tattoo!

I have a secret!

2009-04-20T08:34:00.001-07:00

shhh
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I have a secret
please do not tell
I have done no evil
and time will tell
I have only spread rumors
seeds of terror and fright
hoping that minions
of hers
would see the light
my plan has succeeded
with no effort on our end
the game is now over
all players
make amends

Fight?

2009-04-18T14:51:00.000-07:00

FIGHT ME!!!
http://cursedjezzy.mybrute.com

Hunting season is open!

2009-04-17T15:18:00.001-07:00

shotgun
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

{carries her shotgun, lights up a smoke and begins to sing as she taunts her prey}

"Eternal rest grant unto it, O Lord.
And let perpetual light shine upon it.

May it rest in peace.

Amen.

May it's soul and the souls of all the faithful departed,
through the mercy of God, rest in peace.

Amen."

I wear my sunglasses at night

2009-04-14T22:26:00.001-07:00

I wear my sunglasses at night
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I have decided to take a break from recruiting to allow other clans to catch up mine.

It is no fun if there is no race.

I want to race.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am EPIC!

Returning to my roots

2009-04-14T12:37:00.001-07:00

my roots
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I do not remember much of my human past. I know the scars and tattoos on my body tell a story yet to be discovered. What I do know about my human life has been passed down to me, by my maker and many others that I have met throughout my travels.

An ancient called to me the other day and asked me to give the sacrament in a place that felt all too familiar to me.

This ancient asked me if I felt any connection to the palace, if any emotions arose as I walked through the palace courtyard.

Emotions arose in me.

This ancient heard a story of a young woman, in servitude, who embraced her vampire life here, in this very palace.

Was it me?

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am a vampire with no past history

Tired

2009-04-11T23:15:00.001-07:00

Tired
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I have never been so tired in all of my undead life. I have never wanted to lay in a coffin, alone, and close my eyes.

This evening was tiring.

It is my life goal (a mission) to protect my family and my family's ranking amongst the undead in our world.

I have sworn that I would never let the aging queen and her clan of souls who are blinded by bullshit, surpass my own family.

And when I was flirting, flirting with young vampires, my family's ranking fell.

For nearly one hour, our clan's rank dropped. For that one hour, I hunted with vengeance! For that hour I scoured my old contacts in the underworld for vampires searching for good leadership.

At the end of the hour, not only did I raise our clan back to its glorious position, we actually surpassed our old status of being the 6th largest clan in the lines.

Thank you to my children Bar and Kahlen for making this a reality.Our family continues to grow and get stronger. Alliances are made with other of my kindred.

We are solid!

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I feel like I work for amway

The Trinity

2009-04-11T12:12:00.001-07:00

trinity
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

"Yea though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil: for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me." Psalm 23:4

The sun was rising.
Was an excellent night for feeding.

Although, I am not as allergic to sunlight as most of our kind, the first rays of the sun are the most painful to me. Weekend nights are usually the best times to hunt as we frequent the night clubs and so many are intrigued with our beauty.

Our companion for the evening, Aeon Perian, led myself and my sister, Aubrey Upshaw, to the safety of darkness inside a neighborhood church.

I am obsessed with places of worship and Aeon knew of this Christian church that contained a wine cellar (no longer used) which would keep us safe until twilight.

I should have been more conscious of the time, but alas I was playing with my food.

Hand in hand the three of us, walk into the cold church, which seemed vaguely familiar. As I passed the vessel containing the blessed tap water, I filled my flask for future use.

I began to recall being taught Catholicism as a young human child. And the three of us, hand in hand, walking away from the sunlight like some bastard children being told to go to confession, sparked those very human memories.

I remember the holy trinity. Although there is no actually mention of "trinity" in the bible, it was taught to us as factual.

The trinity.
The father, the son, the holy spirit, three separate persons but acting as one god?
Us three, the Priestess and the two vampires, all separate beings but acting, hunting as one single entity.

I am once again interested in the holy bible, it confuses me so much. Is this fact or fiction, or better yet, fantasy?

"Die Religion ... ist das Opium des Volkes"

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I quote cool stuff

My gift to you

2009-04-10T21:20:00.001-07:00

I strip for free
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

A little birdy told me that my nemisis has trapped someone into marrying her. GOOD LORD!

I decided to get naked and play with myself in celebration of this blessed event. I mean it is not like she hasn't wanted this for so long and maybe this dude is just what the doctor ordered.

I so pitty people who need someone in their lives to feel complete.

I am sure she will just drive this one crazy as she has all the others.

Sad sad.
But, I am happy.
This fits perfectly into my plan.

I am Jezabelle, I am vampire
I eat prim babies.

Have you met my adult Vampire child, K?

2009-04-10T10:36:00.001-07:00

kiddo
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

This is our seed!

Our K, is a vampire huntress, finding and draining every human that she has come in contact with.

She is our Gaki.
http://www.abcb.com/ency/g/gaki.htm

And apparently, she likes tentacles.

Random Church

2009-04-10T09:59:00.001-07:00

Random Church
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

When you are sleeping, I am hunting.

I stumbled across this small intimate church. The church itself was empty but the congregation was meeting in the courtyard for a midnight mass. Was a beautiful and delightfully fragrant evening.

I listened to many sinners repent...until the next sin.

I snuck into the church while the sinner prayed, sang, and danced for their god.

Church smelled traditionally of frankincense, merr, and moth balls (that old ladies usually smell like). I ruffled through their good book, peeked under their podiums, smelled their chalices which get filled with wine portraying to be blood, and sat in their pews.

This church was different than most I have visited in the past. The sermon was very "in your face" and from what I recall, the sermon giver was discussing Julius Caesar. I was very confused.

I stayed in the church, waiting for some sad soul to come walking my way. As I waited, I counted the times I heard the word "Jew" in the sermon givers sermon. In a matter of 10 minutes, I happened to have heard that word 26 times.

I think I may have been at either the church of the nascar or I transported back in time to 1960 Birmingham, Alabama.

I did not feed at the church last night.

But maybe you should.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Terra%20di%20Sicilia/204/115/23

Fetus

2009-04-09T09:41:00.001-07:00

Fetus
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Strange things not only go bump in the night, they also go goo goo ga ga.

Evil (I am speaking of myself) has a soft spot in her heart for gigantic fetuses, like this one pictured.

I do not know what creature has left this fetus out for display, but I thank them as I have never had the opportunity to swim besides one.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am still planning to take someone out

jailbird

2009-04-07T14:26:00.001-07:00

jailbird
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Sitting in my holding cell, awaiting parole. I met a lovely kitteh named Yupan Teixeira who wished to keep me company while I await my temporary freedom.

{Shares stories of being framed and also shares her plan for revenge}

Jailed

2009-04-07T07:23:00.001-07:00

Jailed
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Freedom will be mine!
Watch out bitches!

{sharpens her shank}

Oh sorry kids, bloggy post is short I has to shank this fat bitch over here, she is eyeballing me and I don't like it.

{jumps of her bed and walks towards the fat bitch with her shank in her hand}

Convicts

2009-04-06T12:51:00.001-07:00

jail
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

73, mainly false Second Life™ Abuse Reports sent on myself and Amanda to date. A few of our friends have also had this harassment. It makes my fucking pussy tingle that I am so important, so so so so so so so important that I have infected the soul and mind of one non real life having mudda fucker.

Oh yeah, I know I sometimes intimidate people, I hear that often. Most believe that it is my cold calculating demeanor, my intelligence, my relationship to Satan himself, so this is what they tell me.

But in all honesty, it is none of those things. What makes me intimidating is:
THAT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE!

I am the BLOOD PRIESTESS for evil's sake. To fuck with me is to fuck with sheer evil itself.

Necro Shilling was nice enough to sneak in a camera into the cell that these false abuse reports have confined me in. http://slurl.com/secondlife/Fahzilla/233/192/57

To many, my darling Blood Princess and I have been put in a naughty corner, taken away from our friends and the family that cares for us.
On the contrary, if you are in our circle of trust, you know that our Slives have not missed a beat.

I tell you what. I was not pissed before and I could hurt feelings, just wait until the dust settles, I will be unstoppable.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I know I am playing a game, do you?

Quod permissum heir exsisto cruor

2009-04-05T15:00:00.001-07:00

Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

Today, I sought the refuge of solace. I was comforted by my own misery in this place we call the purgatory. I am neither in hell nor in heaven, not a sinner or a saint, not good nor evil, not demon or angel. These titles and concepts are far to "Black and White" to describe our state of purgatory, our purgatory, a constant state of flux with the entry and departure of souls awaiting judgment. I am their priestess, the giver of the sacrament while these beings wait patiently in limbo. {tosses a Mento in her mouth}

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I poured red dye into the river

Poseballwhat??

2009-04-05T00:57:00.001-07:00

Poseballwhat??
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

(extreme windlight settings only, no post pic edit)

I thought this was bloggable,

{sits under a tree with a young vampire and tells him the story of her life}

Was refreshing to not have to hunt, for a change. It has been far to long of a time that I have shared the company of a heterosexual vampire. Nice to hear stories of a life that is not as scarred or as complicated as mine.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am NINJA!

Gang is all here!

2009-04-05T00:49:00.001-07:00

gang
Originally uploaded by Jezabelle Charron

I am put in a little time out!

Supposedly, I have been portraying a linden lab employee. Although, I would have loved to have done it, I did not.

I HAVE BEEN FRAMED.
More than 50 abuse reports filled on me and I am still going!

I am Jezabelle, I am vampire
I has 4 computers and am not 100% bannable!

Late night Purification

2009-04-04T10:10:00.001-07:00

purified
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

I enjoy discovering new churches, cathedrals, and other places of worship! Discoveries like these thrill me.

In the darkest of the night, when you are sleeping, I am hunting.

Late last night,I stumbled across this beautiful cathedral where the human creators have decorated the place in pentagrams and inverted crosses. This was most inviting to me, most welcoming to a night stalker like myself. Sadly, no one was here. I would have gladly invited them into my world.

Sitting on the podium, I ruffled through pages of an old book, no no it wasn't a bible, this book kept the secrets of the church. What secrets do you ask, well, I will never tell.

Go find out for yourself
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Kitaro/146/166/69

Casey, my idol!

2009-04-03T15:55:00.001-07:00

Casey
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Casey... One of the most powerful vampires of our kind. I am so honored to know him and get to learn from him. I treasure this vampire's friendship and will do anything in my power to assist him!

The wedding of Evil!

2009-04-03T12:43:00.001-07:00

gaygrel
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

My little relative, a king of vampires of smaller proportion, was married today. Many royals from many clans across the GRID were there to cheer on the new HUSBAND & HUSBAND.

Kain, a lovely lovely King, had a beautiful wedding and reception. And like the good girl that I am, I did not do anything to ruin his special day. {Not that he was worried}.

I kept my beautiful mouth shut and hands to my side.

My evil little friend deserved a happy day. Evil- the original, was the minister for this event.

The former queen, who, I am sure of it, is shitting in her pants because of the movement of my new clan (you would have to be a vampire to understand)!

I told her many times not to speak of me, and yet she continues. So, in my demented head, I believe that I must protect myself by any means necessary.

Till my last day, I will ensure that the grayed out queen and her boy toys will never ever surpass my clan!

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am that bitch in high school that stole your boyfriend!

Eating

2009-04-03T00:19:00.001-07:00

Eating
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

I guess he got hungry.

I am very happy to be with my new family. An amazing family who actually hunts together!

I am a Priestess and I don't really know what that means, but sounds cool.

Blood Thirst Priestess

2009-04-02T17:37:00.001-07:00

Blood Thirst Priestess
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

I am now the one, the only priestess of the Blood Thirst!

More to come later once I have take the sacrament.

He said he would be good...

2009-04-01T22:48:00.001-07:00

He said he would be good
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Was a slow night at the purgatory. What started out as a best in Wet T shirt night with the vampires quickly became a "Eat Nutella out of your ass" night. You had to be there to understand it.

Lean said he would be good and I believe he will be. He is such a good human with his little plastic fangs trying to bite me. Maybe next time I can get more than his shirt off.

Oh side bar, when he sings to me, I swear I hear the angels.

The eyes they say it all.

2009-03-31T14:10:00.001-07:00

Hunting
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Do I look happy? Do I look lost?
Or
Do I just look thirsty?

{grasps her hand around the rosary around her neck}

I hope this is the last time I will have to move my family. I hope this is the last time that we have to travel, in search of our kind, hoping the next clan of vampires are like minded, are like us.

The royal titles are beginning to bore me and the pomp and circumstances of the clan life are beginning to seem meaningless to me.

I hope this time will be the last time that I have to move my family.
I hope this time the hunter in me can feel resurrected. I hope this time, will be the last time.

I am Jezabelle, I am Vampire
I am The Terrorist of the BLOOD THIRST CLAN.

Sitting in the waiting room

2009-03-30T17:03:00.001-07:00

Sitting in the waiting room
Originally uploaded by jezabellbarbosa

Sitting here in the waiting room (making a deposit at the blood bank), waiting, postulating, extrapolating, masturbating, I contemplate all the vampire clans we have had meetings with in the past week. {Takes out her leather bound journal and looks at the names of the Kings and Queens and their clans, she mouths their names} The Crimsons, The Reapers, The Tears, The Thirst, The Covenant , The Forsaken, The Receptors, The Antediluvian, The Ravenos, The Lasombras, The Veil {and mumbles the names of lesser clans}.

{sighs}

It has been a busy week. I have been a vampire for far too many years, far too many.

I got MURRIED!! And we still together

2009-03-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

Today, I will marry my friend.

2009-03-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

YUS I IS GETTING MURRIED! I can barely recall a Second Life™ before I mean triple L Amanda Inglewood. My future bride has eased into my life like a cup of coffee on Monday morning. She, my future wife to be, is the full moon to my night sky, the kool to my (purple) Kool-Aid, the ying to my yang, the ah shucks you get it. She is my "ride or die bitch".

So many Second Life™ partnerships and marriage fail within just a few months. Why do they fail? My theory is that these "marriages" and "partnerships" have a faulty foundation. These people, avatars, pixels, what ever you call them, date and partner at the speed of light and base all their Second Life™ hope and dreams on love and romance. Oh please don't get me wrong I am not a hater of love nor a hater of romance, on the contrary I am a proponent of such said feelings, emotions, and actions. However, I feel that, in order to make a Second Life™ pairing a successful one, both parties involved must realize that the initial butterfly feelings will eventually fade.

My partnership and marriage to Amanda is based on a strong foundation of friendship, understanding, respect, and trust.

Our marriage is also an open marriage where either of us is free to do as one pleases. There is no jealousy, no "HATING", and no "FUCKING DRAMA". We share everything and I do mean everything.

We are both bisexual women who sometimes need a little cockage in our lives. With that said, today I will marry my wife.

Here are a few snapshots of me this morning as I prepared for the wedding.

...you gotta start somewhere...

2009-02-04T18:16:00.000-08:00

...so I guess I will start here....

Why another blog?
I will answer this very giant question in parts because right now I am actually going to take a shit and don't feel like writing more than a few lines. But before I walk the entire 10 feet to the guest bathroom, which now has new towels, I will say, as I have always said in my blogs, that (good god is this a run-on sentence or what, FUCK) writing in my blog is therapeutic for me. Oh yes, calm down, I know what you are thinking... Perfect princess Goddess Divine AKA Jezzy "V" or whatever needs therapy. Oh hell yes!!! We, me, her, I, and she are all a lil throwed off. I still have a real life inability to create meaningful relationships, long term anyways and am a huge commitmentaphobe. However, I digress... New blog, new slife, new fun, lets see what happens next shall we?